Friday, October 31, 2003

Back on the ball somewhat orginizational/school wise... however, as is usually the case, the old social life comes in from left field, a pop fly framed by the sun which slips past my glove and gives me a concussion. What the HELL is going on! It's the enividable pissing match and I am going to keep myself out of it from now on until eternity explodes the world. If those involved want to come to me individually, fine, but I am all for throwing them in a locked room with a mop and a bag of sawdust on standby and just letting shit happen.

I am having my own problems currently and I am going to have to seek outside counsel for them. I can say with all honesty, that as much as I detest loosing friends, sometimes it's best to just let it happen. As much as I would love to think friendships are worth working on to make them run right, if only one of the pair seems to care then whats the point?

Current State: Disturbed

Current Mood: Sad

Current Emote: ________

Current Tarot: Still packed.

Current Music: Jeeves & Wooster soundtrack, "Midnight in Mayfair"

"We sit together,the mountain and I
until only the mountain remains." - Li Po

Tuesday, October 28, 2003

*Yawn* Tired, stressed. I really need to get on the ball and start writing the papers I should have been researching all this time. This is what I get for taking 4 graduate classes at once. Perhaps I will try to trim down my class load next semester!

Tommarow will hopefully be the last time I need to drive out and do stuff at the old appartment. That will herald the completion of our move into the new place. I will be quite releaved, even if I might not have the time to unpack due to course work and swag. Focus! FOCUS!

Current State: Focused

Current Mood: FOCUSED

Current Emote: O-- <-- Magnifying glass, FOCUS!

Current Tarot: Still Packed!

Current Music: "White Reflection" - Two Mix

"We sit together,the mountain and I
until only the mountain remains." - Li Po

Friday, October 17, 2003

Smallish update because I am still somewhat ticked to a degree. I am also pretty tired right now.

Current State: Not here, not now.

Current Mood: Ticked

Current Emote: >_<

Current Tarot: The Empress

Current Music: "Harem Theme" - Matt Uelmen

"We sit together,the mountain and I
until only the mountain remains." - Li Po

Wednesday, October 15, 2003

Mini-Update - Too ticked off and tired to write anything.

Current Mood: Ticked off

Current Emote: >_<

Tuesday, October 14, 2003

Today I began wondering again why the Thorn seems to follow me around where ever I am. 'Change is on the way' says the wind, 'good out comes will follow' says the river, 'You're going to make a bad discision!' says the Thorn. I don't know why, but that little Thorn keeps popping up in everything... Oh well, I supose I will have to meditate on the meaning of what I am being told. Perhaps I will find a little insight? Or I might just fall asleep! Good night!

Oh! Also, the move is on! Yeeha!

*Special Guest Star Rune!* -> Thurisaz (Because it follows me around!)

Current State: Out of myself

Current Mood: Returned to Nothing

Current Emote: ^_^

Current Tarot: The Moon, inverted

Current Music: "Komm Susser Todd" - Thanatos

"We sit together,the mountain and I
until only the mountain remains." - Li Po

Monday, October 13, 2003

Why am I in pain? Why does my body ache so... *sigh* Midterm went much better than expected!!! I was pretty happy about how I handled it, and it was mostly short answer common sense stuff so I should be A-Okay! Tommarow we sign the lease to the new appartment! (Condo actually, really sweet) I am uber psyched but now comes the task of moving all the junk from this place to the new place. Truck rentals are to be investigated.

Current State: Twitch

Current Mood: Weird

Current Emote: X_X

Current Tarot: Inverted Ace of Swords

Current Music: "Blue" - Cowboy Bebop Soundtrack

"We sit together,the mountain and I
until only the mountain remains." - Li Po

Sunday, October 12, 2003

Quick Update: I am now COMMENT ENABLED! Woo hoo!

Nothing new to report today as I spent most of it lazying about and not doing my work. Some how I believe that I have a midterm tommarow in one of my classes that I am ill prepared for right now. Well, here's to a good night's sleep!


Current State: Tired

Current Mood: Empty

Current Emote: _-_

Current Tarot: 10 of Pentacles

Current Music: "Wormaphobic Disorder" - Protricity

"We sit together,the mountain and I
until only the mountain remains." - Li Po

Since it has become common trend for my friends to have their own web journals I suppose I should keep up appearances and have my own! Ha! Why not?

Current State: Here and Now

Current Mood: Empty

Current Music: "Fireworks" - Moby